Day 16 7:28a.m
Do I feel bad after what happened yesterday? YES.
Sometimes I end up doing stupud things like this. He'd must have felt bad about the whole thing. Seriously, I don't blame him. Sometimes I wished we would sit down and sort things out. Or maybe just sit down and hear each other out.
Guess I would have to wait... for it's not going to happen anytime soon.

1:36p.m
Tomorrow is ATEC. The last battle to be fought... alone.
God please give me strength.

8:31p.m
CO gave a pep talk to the bn regarding ATEC. Surprisingly it was shprt. Then they showed a video of 5SIRs 12th mono intake from start to where we are now. Though I wasn't with the bn when this intake enlisted, I was with them for quite a while. The video showed the journey that the men went through. Memories of past exercises and overseas trip came to me. The sweat and blood we shed for the nation is finally going to come to this. So much we're going to leave behind.
I'm not ready to ORD.