fightingfate

just one tender moment i cannot find.. well maybe i had none

Friday, February 17, 2006

Day 15 10:33a.m
2 more days to ATEC, the final battle for most of us. Depending on how we fare throughout the ex, it can extend to 5 days. Hopefully it won't be that long. Settled most of the souvenirs and now left around 2k baht. Didn't I mention it somewhere? Hmmm... my brain hasn't been getting enough exercise, only torture.

2:21p.m
Once again I found myself unable to sleep in the afternoon because of the hot weather. Fuck man! I'm still not used to it. As I sit looking at the trees outside, hearing the irritating beeping os the TES set and feeling soaked from head to toe, I'm remeinded of how distant these things are going to be soon. After my ORD no longer will I be able to don on my no.4 daily, get stuck with tight regimes, put on the silly camo cream on my face and spend days and nights outfield.

9:48p.m
I never had a friend whos life is totally far-fetched from mine. I'm referring to Lukmanulhakim. Had a chat session with him after dinner in the bunk. Learnt a few things from him. Behind the smiles and the ever-entertaining personality, there lies a very sensitive guy... aren't wwe all. He made me share some of my stories too. Though not all was told, there was at least someone who wanted to hear what I had to say... my side of the story. Something that people barely hear.

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