Day 5 7:44a.m
Tuesday morning... was like any other mornings here. Finally 120mm pl is moving out today. Heard that it will be a 1.5 day outfield deployment. The BCS had already loaded their stores into the tonner so once again I'll be stuch here alone. After this 1.5 day thingy, we'll be heading back to SYC. There we'll be resting for 2 days and then back here again. Compared to Bunei, I think that staying here in Thailand is much better. Though the weather sucks, our jam-packed programme leaves one with so little personal time (I'm not talking abt me). Maybe when I get back to SYC, I'll devote some personal time for myself.

12:27p.m
Now under the hot sun with the 120mm pl all deployed, waiting for lunch to arrive. Outfield here is totally different from outfield back in S'pore. Although the weather here is protestingly hot, it's not that humid. There's no mosquitos mainly because the vegetation here isn't that dense. Will be deploying a couple of times today so I must be on my guard for ppl who may suffer from heat injury.
Coming here took away most of the stress that I felt backin camp or med ctr. Since ORD is nearing, I'm really detaching myself slowly from them. Maybe there's some truth in what Cheah told me, "just leave them alone" I personally don't want to dwell on this issue. Personally I feel that sometimes I do things out of my own free will and it still doesn't turn out well. I should learn to just give up...