Let me demonstrate... (revisited)

Maybe it was the closeness that made it awkward for them to understand the problem... or maybe it was the rate of distancing that made me not want to tell them.
But somehow I was still drowning myself. Even chatting with Su didn't manage to cheer me up.

On a lighter note, the opening of the SFF 2006 by team Italy was simply splendid. All the booms and bangs made the crowd go oohh and aahh... well, it was worth the trip. Even though the total length of the fireworks was about 15 minutes, the weeks that came into preparation made it all worthwhile. When the colours danced upon the dark blanket of the night sky, lit subtly by the 3/4 moon, it was really a spectacle. Wonders never ceased to amaze me.

It kinda reminds me of the night spent last year at Marina South covering for the carnival. This year just wasn't as meaningful as last year. NDP seems like any other holiday.

Later met up with Eug and Yi Hua for a movie. Managed to play an hour of pool before the movie on a pretty small table. Since Click was saturated, we watched Lake House at midnight instead. Somehow Yi Hua manages to fall asleep midway through. Lol. Must be tired from work today.

Anyways, the movie was much better than I'd expected, though weirder. It was a unique story of love that knows no boundary, even time. The soft and subtle atmosphere the movie was set, coupled with a perfect soundtrack made the movie pleasing, though I should be sleeping at the time. Other than that it was a touching romantic, highly recommended.

Today they were busy talking about their NTU stuff and all. And I felt left out. Eug asked me why I still went out with them. I was stunned, not because of the question but because I myself didn't know the answer. It's kinda sad though.

But somehow spending the night with my BMT mates... and morning with them got my mood perked up. Jokes were well accepted, smiles more frequently seen, laughter became a mean of communication. Like Eug was saying, we smelt each other much worse than this and seen each other much worse than this.

I don't even know if I'm making sense from all these. Everything's incoherent. Just that with different people I behave differently, I am truly a chameleon.

This has got to be the lastest I've ever stayed up.