Blame no one

Sometimes I wonder whether I'm thinking far too much, far too little or none at all.

In less than a months time, school will start. Ya... I know I'm always mentioning the same things again and again. And in 2 weeks time, the trip to M'sia is still on hold. Is it still on? Ha... I wish I could answer that. With such a low turnout, I don't know if it's a good idea to proceed past the green light. Apparently everybody has a reason not to go... including me.

I don't blame people... I hate blaming others. I respect people and their decisions.

The truth hurts... it always does.

Well, here's one:
When school starts, not for me, but for the rest too, time will be scarce. Maybe even non-existent in life as we struggle to juggle work and play. And with IPPT window closing everyday, projects pilling up, tests around corners, will we have time to spare time to catch up with others?
And in the midst of all the mounting tensions, we are bound to remember the days of slacking with people whom we haven't seen for ages. In those times, we send out desperate attempts to reconcile all those people in hope of a day of remembrance of the good old days.

Well, the truth is it may not be possible. Time will be scarce. Will you have time for friends? Old friends?

I ask myself this. Now my answer is a yes... but who knows in a months time it'll be otherwise. And if I were to answer no, will it be wise to blame myself for it? Should I?

Time has always been a catalyst for broken friendships.
And for some, the breaking is faster than the making...