The one meant for today

Today was like part 2 of yesterday. I thought that yesterday was tiring but today was even worse as tasks pilled up, rest was limited and mood swings... well plenty. Today somehow I felt more tired as I didn;t get enough sleep. I'm always thinking too much. Someone please numb me please!

I'm tired of people looking at me, judging me in whatever I do, talking behind my back. All those I've had enough. I've come to hate...something that I was not capable of in the past. I've had to get away from all the commotions, the antics and what-have-you. All the childishness in the medical ctr. The hiding of handphones...how childish can you get! People are working their butts off and running here there, getting items, printing stuffs and asking for help and all you did was run with handphones, hiding it and making such a raquet. Plain childishness I have to say to them.

But I have to say this to all...some people lead a 2-faced life in army. Once they are dismissed, they forget who they are around, they ignore everyone, changing as quickly as possible to get out of camp. The unity just isn't there anymore. The ORD mood has set in and is creating a havoc in medical ctr. Now...there are only a few that I'm comfortable talking to, the rest are just strangers to me. The rest are just a reminder of the past, where we sat down, all 12 of us, and talked and joked till the day is done. Time went by faster that way. Now all is lost...and I don't plan to salvage any of them...