In times of depression, I turn to myself for salvation...

Juz something that i whipped out in the morning while waiting to stand down from duty at Marina.

You let yourself go...I did not leave;
I stood where I was but you did not seem to see.
You make this seem that I was to blame,
make me feel I was a pawn in your game.
I thought you understood, I thought you knew...
That I am still here waiting for you.
Your words poison me, although I did not show;
my disappointment in you, in us just grow.
I have tried hard to bring us back together,
to the pasture where the grass is greener;
but you did not not seem to be eager.
The world stands watching, I stand tall;
in my mind, "I built this very wall!"

added a few links on the right sidebar...and shorten the archive to weekly instead of daily...